Today the Australian government let us all down, fucked us all over, and embarrassed themselves. Today I thought about my mother four times. I haven’t seen my mother in over a year. I miss her. Today I imagined myself in Tuscany, brushing my fingers across the smiles of sunflowers. Today I wondered if I will be pregnant and 40 or just plain 40. Today, for the briefest moment, I saw music in colour. Today I laughed at an unexpected text message. Today I played chasey with a cat. Today I wondered what I would do with twenty million dollars. Today I did not come close to fulfilling my potential. And as the sun dips in the sky, I yearn for sleep. Because tomorrow I pull on my wonder woman boots, fasten my superman cape, roar out of my bat cave and start creating honest to goodness miracles.